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It’s the latest it’s the greatest it’s the Library

Anyone remember that jingle? It’s from so long ago I can’t even say when.  I’ve always been a big fan of libraries, especially the New York Public Library, my hometown system.  Never as much as now, however.  Because of construction in the apartment above me, I’ve been forced to flee and find other places to write.  That’s how I discovered Malcolm Gladwell’s café (no, he doesn’t own it, he just writes there) and some other fine spots around the city; but by far the best is the DeWitt Wallace Periodical Room at the 42nd Street Library.  The building where the reservoir used to be (there, a fact for free) with the lions, Patience and Fortitude, flanking the steps outside.  You sit here surrounded by other hard-working people — some of them actually reading periodicals — and by carved moldings, high windows, and frescoes of NYC buildings, with faux-marble frames.  What writer couldn’t get something done here?

 

photo 1(2)carved ceiling 30 feet above our heads

 

photo 2(1)high window and hard-working people

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fresco with faux-marble frame

 

River report

The grass is still green and thriving, but the leaves are fading, crisping brown at the tips, or turning glorious colors as they variously will.  The air is cool, though not yet cold.  The wind has started to raise sharper waves on the river.  The gray slate pathway is dotted with gold and tan, this leaf-trickle soon to be a flood.  Many of the migrating birds have come and gone.  The local mallards and Canada geese are still here, as are the local cormorants, though bands of cormorants can be seen overhead heading to their winter quarters.  Yesterday, to my surprise, a sloppy V of Brant geese raced chaotically south along the river. Way too early for them in the usual way of things, but climate change being what it is, they must have had a good reason for leaving the Arctic this soon. I hope they find a welcome where they’re going.

Forty-second Saturday

 

Gull turns head, looks back,

Sits like floating crescent moon,

White on blue water.

 

Bright sun, chill north wind.

First time in this waning year

Jacket feels too light.

 

River’s sharp ripples,

Helicopter’s rattling thrum,

Shaking, fraying leaves.

 

 

Forty-first Saturday, from Raleigh, NC, one week late*

 

Sweep of brown oak leaves

Rustling along red walkway

Past black café chairs.

 

Apple muffin crumbs.

Small brown birds hop hopefully.

Steam rises from tea.

 

Sun bounces off glass.

Brick-paved plaza’s split in two —

Light here, shadow there.

 

*because I only just located them, that’s why

 

 

Fortieth Saturday

 

Young grackle’s sweet call

Rises over traffic’s whoosh.

Another answers.

 

Runners get respite.

Rain abates, fades to thick mist.

Sneakers splash on stone.

 

Bedraggled pigeon.

Calm in storm, no time to groom.

Eat now, preen later.

 

 

May you be written down in the Book of Life…

…for a sweet New Year.  It’s about to be Yom Kippur, so I’m signing off for the next 24 hours, but I wouldn’t want you to miss me.  So here’s something to contemplate: me on a camel in the Gobi Desert.  See you on the other side.

 

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I love New York

 

 

66th Street, south side, from the north side

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66th St, north side, from the south side

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Travel anxiety, Part II

(If you missed Part I, it’s yesterday’s post.)

Well, I’m packed.  If I don’t have it it’s not coming.  Since I’m not leaving for Mongolia until Monday this may seem extraordinarily early, and for me, believe me, it is.  Though my mother always packed days before she was ready to go, in case something she’d been planning to take was found to need washing or mending.  Me, I usually pack the night before, or, in the case of an afternoon departure, the morning of.  But tomorrow morning I’m going to the Rancho for the weekend, and I’m leaving Monday morning for the airport.  So effectively this is the day before, and since I’ll be at a book club gig tonight (folks who read GHOST HERO and were kind enough to invite me to the discussion) this is about as late as I can push it.

Also unusually for me, I’m checking a suitcase and taking a backpack plus a small bag.  I never check, always manage with a backpack and a 19″.  Guilty with an explanation: I’m taking some kid’s picture books as a gift for the guide’s little girl, and they were just one toke over the line for the suitcase.  Also, I intend to leave my travelin’ clothes behind in Ulaan Bataar so, three weeks later when we get back there and I need to rush to make my plane for the loooong trip home, I’ll have something clean to wear.  Now I have a bag to leave them in.

I also defrosted the freezer this morning.  Because it just COULDN’T WAIT until I got back, could it?

He who starts on a ride

Packing for Mongolia, for which I leave on Monday.  Travel anxiety has begun to set in.  Am I taking too much, am I not taking enough, am I taking all the wrong things, I don’t have enough clothes for hot/cold/rainy/dry situations, do I have enough shampoo/vitamins/dramamine…

And of course what it’s really all about is, I’m going to the OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD FOR PETE’S SAKE!  And it’s not even really about that, either.  We’ve talked about this before on this blog and some of you were good enough to share your own  travel anxieties.  It’s about, I’m stepping so far outside my comfort zone I can’t even see it from here.  The packing madness, the one more shirt, the summer socks and winter socks, the extra moisturizer just in case — it’s all about taking my comfort zone with me.

I don’t do this any more when I go to Europe, though I used to, or when I travel in the US.  I’m famous for how lightly I pack.  Objectively, what I’m packing for Mongolia is pretty light, too, for, um, Mongolia.  But even going to Boston, I get this same exiled feeling, which is at the heart of the matter.  What do you MEAN I can’t stay here?  Right smack 100% in the middle of my comfort zone?  Where I know how things happen, how they work.  I have to LEAVE?  Whose idea was this?

Oh.

More on this later — excuse me now, I have to go make another list.

(I’ll finish the quote in the title in my Sunday night post before I leave.)

Thirty-first Saturday, from Rancho Obsesso

Hatchlings fledged and flown.

Early summer’s bird riot

Calmed to indolence.

 

White slash of sailboat

Rocking over wrinkled sea

Under rounded clouds.

 

Orange trumpet vine

Tangled in green foliage

Against brown shingles.